Happy Birthday To ME!

Today is my birthday.  My 21st to be specific.

And….it sucks.

I spent the day getting up early (no being able to sleep in) and setting up a picnic for my grandma’s birthday (which is Monday).  That’s fine.  She will be 88..she DESERVES TO CELEBRATE.  But…so do I.  All on our each respective day.  So I went there, did that in the blistering heat, sun, and humidity.  I was borderline miserable.  Plus…nobody even remembered or thought about it being my day.  So I was just like whatever.   UGH.  I don’t expect fanfare and the like…but its nice for people to at least ACKNOWLEDGE my day.  But not really.

(later on in the day my gma even told the other half of my family (which I hadnt seen since i was like 10) that I go to Ohio Northern.  Thanks gma).

So being surrounded with 30 people (half of which don’t even KNOW me and I don’t know them) it was a great day.  I was so tired I just came back home and slept for a long while.

so now what great plans do I have for my 21st?  Well…nothing really.  not a thing.  going to bed early probably.  wasting time and my life infront of the PC and doing nothing.  Not going out.  Not celebrating, NOT DRINKING, nothing.  So…Happy birthday to me.  I’m miserable.

EDIT:  I also received ZERO cards in the mail today.  that’s nice.

But…my lovely friends DID write on my facebook wall!  I appreciate that…and they were the nicest things that happened all day…and made me feel loved and happy.  Thanks!

Tomorrow…I get to go to my brother’s birthday party…where I will once again be ignored and not celebrated at all.  But…at least it won’t be my bday anymore…so it won’t really matter.  It will be done and overwith.

Can it just be 11:59 already????  kthanxbye.